Breathing Torus Grid

Torus image from google...I don't understand any of the definitions.  I am, however, breathing this grid. 

Grid intelligence informed me recently that I wasn't breathing when I was eating--that I wasn't in my body.  So, I am breathing more.  

My relationship with food has been that process of peeling an onion to get to the source of imbalance. Layer by layer I uncover what is underneath compulsive, anxious eating.  

Now I am considering that being a breech baby had something to do with breathing and nourishment.  Not sure...thoughts filter through and I acknowledge them through resilience. I am not attached, even to language.