Language of Gears

Truth is...it's getting increasingly difficult to function in this linear realm. My gears whizz when I am plugged in to non-linear and creative reality. I am this flow. My gears are heavy and slow when I try to shift into linear and "productive" work in this realm. I guess this is my compass. I guess this is how I find my new work and service. I can't change my brain waves and function...I can find or create a place/a job that can honor them.