Venus and Sun

If I am not chasing after nor pulling on matter does that make me less planet like and more sun like. More radiant (masculine) and less reflective (feminine)? Maybe I am both aspects of one whole energy field. Maybe I have a center point with orbs revolving around.

Sewing cloth diapers last night I was listening to the History Channel/Apacolypse Island about a Mayan Monument that is the best place on the planet for viewing Transit Venus in June, 2012. When they showed Venus moving in front of the Sun it reminded me of my current experience.

This face to face/body to body alignment is an experience of rapture.