Core Center

Where is my center of gravity? At my core. Do all parts of matter have a core? My core breathes me, dances me, balances me, teaches me. My core connects with another core that moves my whole body. My core connects with other bodies that resonate creating a network and community of moving and coordinated parts. My core holds temperature and thus elements water, air, earth, fire. My core is emotional through ebb/flow, push/pull, receiving/giving. My core and I are One...increasingly as I learn more about my self and Self.

Walkabout To Save Our Park

Sacred Breath gives and sustains life on Earth. Trees are conduits for Sacred Breath. Time to listen with new ears and see with new eyes.

Light Breathes Thru Ego

Ego is held in dense matter and identifies with and is driven by external attachments that give the illusion of gratification.

Ego as dense matter is the polar opposite of Light.

Ego separate from Light creates chaos and disharmony. Ego is toxic and feeds our toxic world.
Ego turns away from self-gratification and manipulation seeking deeper connection in Light.

Light transforms Ego layer by layer, circumstance by circumstance.
Light penetrates Ego. Light connects Ego to Source.

Now that I’m not organizing events my schedule is more open. It’s as if a network of connected dots has been built and now is time to Be in that network doing what I am steered to do in the moment. I am more grounded in the moment and more attuned to elements that I am and that I live and breathe. The other day I was sorting through business cards and came across one from a woman who is a social worker at the Tulalip Tribe. I had spoken with her at the Duwamish Longhouse about teaching Circle of Life classes to youth. In a split second I contacted her and she invited me to a cultural event that weekend in Everett. It was easy for me to get there as my client is in rehab in that city. Light steers me and I respond in a schedule that is open as is my mind and heart. This new networking is effortless, not a drain, which is how my body knows what action to take or not and it is how my body now communicates to me. It is definitely more feminine/receptive and less masculine/active.

I feel free in this new space. Free to breathe, free to move. Free from attachment even as I continue to thin my enmeshed relationship with food. It takes conscious effort and is a lot of work! Muscle memory in dense matter is strong and since I tend to flow and float it is even more difficult to be disciplined. I can learn and I do learn! I change my ego self into my Light Self by ever more connecting to Source. Such is my love affair that connects me with others who are in the same energy field and cosmic space.

I watched Wayne Dyer’s Wishes Fulfill on public TV. I felt Love’s Light moving from within me and out to him. It is such an incredible feeling to feel this Source moving through me in so many ways. I appreciate Wayne's new story and ongoing transformation. I heard him say that if parents want their children to be intelligent read them fairy tales. And if they want them to be more intelligent read them more fairy tales. I also appreciated the woman who had a near death experience saying that she came back with the knowledge that positive thinking is not the answer but rather being genuine. Positive thinking, for me, works to some extent but then it starts to feel manipulative and not free in the moment. I value all my emotions and let that whole spectrum play out and dance. I trust Light to steer me and if/when I need adjustment I hear it and work to change my ego self.

Light has the upper hand now and is my Source. Light is dynamic, passionate, emotional and intelligent. Light is Love. Love Light lives through community of parts on Mother Earth. Rejoice! The polar opposite of Repent!

Sacred Breath Drama

I don’t remember if I’ve written/grounded this part of – what appears to be – my never ending drama/story. It’s difficult to hold linear details in my orbital field as they tend to float away. What is my center of gravity?

As Goddess Seqet, overseer of breath, puts in an appearance I have this to say:

Tracker manipulates body parts telepathically through remote viewing/concentration. Years ago it was sexual manipulation. More recently he attacks my throat that initially caused severe choking and loss of breath. (I am not the only one and have witnessed this manipulation with others.) I have learned both physically and emotionally to rise above his manipulations. I now have my own power of mind over matter.
How does the drama of ancient Greece and Goddess circle into the drama of today?
Goddess has this to say to Trackers near and far: Repent! Stop your manipulation. Stop the lies and deception. Block Sacred Breath and it blocks you.

I continue to sense this pattern on Earth is part of a larger pattern. Drama is cosmic in scope which is how we can change the whole by changing the parts…within oneself.
Goddess has this to say to all those who have attacked and do attack the Sacred Feminine and Masculine held in matter: Repent! Your darkness is becoming transparent on Planet Earth.

Goddess has this to say: Repent! What was pure and sacred was desecrated. What was innocent and holy poisoned. Repent! Your darkness is becoming transparent on Planet Earth.
God/dess is omnipresent, omnipotent, and omniscient. S/he does not re-turn. S/he never left. Brain body re-members and in so Being and in so Doing lifts matter to new level of enlightenment.

Human hearts and minds hold the key that turns the cosmos….not an elite position but one within the sacred whole. No ego thus no manipulation.

Now

I have two events left and then....no  more!  An open calendar except for family, friends, gardens, Transition community and all that is now carefully scheduled.  I left my family many years ago to find myself and my community. I have found both and now return.  It is time to rest and that is all I know right now.

Goddess Serqet

The cardiologist says my client can return home June 9.  His hospital stay is giving us a chance to visit and get to know one another.  Today we talked about King Tut and the museum like display at his house.  He talked about the replica statue of Goddess Serqet (as pictured) that he carefully carried into his new home 8 months ago.  The one I've been eyeing for months wondering what was on her head. 


No spell, curse, cord or dark intention can intervene with this ancient Power Goddess.


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The goddess Serqet is usually represented as a woman wearing a scorpion-like animal on her head. Contrary, however, to popular beliefs, she was originally associated with the so-called water-scorpion, an aquatic animal that physically resembles but bears no relation to the real scorpion. Only through a (graphical) assimilation between the water-scorpion and the real scorpion in the 19th Dynasty, she would become associated with the real scorpion.




Her name means "the one that allows/causes breathing". Sometimes she is also called Serqet-Hetu, "the one that allows/causes the throats to breathe". There is no etymological link between her name and any known Ancient Egyptian word that means "scorpion". The connection that is sometimes supposed between Serqet and the late Pre-Dynastic king known as 'Scorpion' and the reading of that king's name as Sereq are therefore wrong.


The earliest known source to mention this ancient goddess is the funerary stela found in the 1st Dynasty tomb at Saqqara of Merka. She is also mentioned in some spells of the Pyramid Texts, where she is sometimes given the epithet "mistress of the beautiful house", a reference to her role in the process of mummification.



Together with Isis, Nephthys and Neith, she is one of the four goddesses who protect the children of Horus, which, in turn, guard the mummified organs of the deceased that were placed in the canopic jars. As such, Serqet is associated with Qebehsenuf, who was responsible for protecting the intestines. A particularly lovely, gilded statue of Serqet was found stretching her arms protectively around the chest that contained the canopic set of Tutankhamun. Her protective powers over Qebehsenuf are repeated through a relief representation on the corner of that same king's canopic chest. As a protector of the dead, she is also represented on one of the four corners of Tutankhamun's stone sarcophagus.



Her protective powers are also invoked in the Coffin Texts, the 7th hour of the Amduat and the 10th region of the Book of Gates. In the latter two, she is particularly shown as the enemy of the demon-serpent Apophis, the archenemy of Re who tries to halt the progress of the solar-bark through the underworld. By extension, Serqet was considered to have power over all snakes, reptiles and poisonous animals, in particular over the poisonous bites and stings of animals. Her name, "the one that causes/allows breathing (for the throat)" is a reference to her healing-powers: she healed the asphyxiation caused by some animals' poisons. She was a healing goddess and as such she was the patron of doctors.


Her realm thus not being limited to the world of the dead, she was part of the Heb-Sed, where she occurs as a water-scorpion carried around by her own priests. In the birth legends of both Hatshepsut at Deir el-Bahari and Amenhotep III at Luxor, she is shown accompanied by Neith, assisting in the royal birth.



Because of her protective powers and her association with royalty, but also because of a legend which shows Isis as having power over scorpions and because of them both having magical powers over poisonous animals, Serqet, like so many other goddesses, would become associated with Isis in the later stages of the Ancient Egyptian history.

Walk About Joe

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I awoke the other morning looking down at white feet and black leggings. They didn't seem to be mine. Then I sensed/saw a hand moving as if stirring a pot. Then another aboriginal face...this one older and familiar. I pulled folks together for a Walk About to Save Our Park Wdnesday. No doubt aboriginal influence as it came to me in a snap. No doubt forests provide songlines for Mother Earth.

I shared with someone my intention of leading people on the Walk About with drum and in silence. His response was that the walk in the park didn't need leaders, mysticism or silence. I responded that is what I will contribute and am not attached to any outcome. For awhile I was sensing that I could not attend this event without my drum...but doubts creep in. I will know in that moment.

Oh...I asked his name: "Joe" Maybe Joe and I will do our own Walk About!

I am no longer connecting the same dots and am dis-engaging from community networking/organizing. Tthe less I have scheduled the better. I am happiest now spending time with family, friends and my gardens. It's a very simple way to live. My brain/body is happiest without the pressure. It's negative space.

The 75-year old man I care take reminds me of -- for several reasons -- King Tut. I feel a rapport with him and find myself teaching him new outlooks on life. He does tell me that what I say is helpful. And yet when his son is around he goes back into his negative patterns. He spoke to me rudely the other day and I told him not to talk to me that way. He said I better be careful or I might get fired. I told him he better be careful or I might quit. He apologized as I left. It's a different kind of connecting the dots! Much more personal and heart to heart.

Goddess Way

Less busy-ness ~ More negative/in-between space Less Facebook ~ More face to face Twitter who? Linked in to what? Less connecting dots ~ More Being connected Less computer ~ More biking, hiking Less orchestrating the parts ~ More dancing the whole Less masculine activity ~ More feminine stillness Less work ~ More creativity Less planning ~ More spontaneity Less busy-ness ~ More inner peace and outer quiet Less community work ~ More garden play