Finding Balance / Peace

New stimulus is present and moving through the parts. The intelligent intention of this force is balance that creates harmony of peace.

Many years ago Light, via kundalini spiral lines, grabbed me by the back of the neck and shifted me into another dimension. Since then Light has been my teacher transforming my parts of emotion, thought and action. The lessons are learned in an ongoing process of conscious evolution.

I begin to know a man who shines Light from soul. I notice that he is a teacher for me. I learn to adjust my emotion, thought and action to create balance and harmony with him. It’s a new learning process that includes more parts through lines and arcs of angles.

As a child I learned that I was not whole without a boyfriend, lover, or husband so most of my life had been oriented around finding a man to make me happy and whole. Where was the lesson that one’s primary relationship is with Light? How does one begin to teach this Truth of Love?

The media informs us that bullying in high schools is getting more ugly. I don't buy it and don't appreciate this imbalanced diet of dark news. Give us one healthy story for each toxic one -- better yet give us two healthy stories. Perhaps that will get us moving in the other direction. Why does the media continue to think that humans hunger for dark news? Why do humans put up with this insult to our intelligence? I heard that one state is banning some of the violent video games as some react that it is an abuse of free speech (the makers of the products). I hope the uplifting of standards continues so that "free" can mean a new quality of relationship.

Steven Hawking Says What??

The universe has millions and trillions of ways to make love. Humans think of lovemaking in the colors of romance and sexuality. Love is more rounded than that. It’s as if the shutter on the human lens is only slightly opened. It’s as if humans see and act out only one small part of one whole spectrum. Tantra has open shutter and expansive lens.

Lovemaking is not about sex but rather about holding center within oneself so that natural forces can move the parts in cosmic dance. It’s never too late to learn from our loving universe how to evolve in the full expression of love. Learning happens beyond the surface – at the core center of Being. Such learning is inside out from soul and not outside in from ego mind of personal ambition and accumulation.

Humanity's fear of death creates the constant playing out of conflict and drama. Life is a constant turning and re-turning from spirit to matter and matter to spirit. Church and medical systems benefit from the human fear of death. It’s time to change this picture and story.

Stephen Hawking says what? That any alien visitors would be hostile? I don’t buy it and don’t appreciate more dispensation of fear that suggest the parts are separate and hostile. In a loving universe parts are friendly. It’s the human eye that needs to open up to see more. Opening up means lightening up.

My young female friend and co-gardener was talking with me about the increase of synchronicity in her life. I'm experiencing that as well. It's as if earth matter is receiving more light and responding to it! As if the parts are vibrating more freely. A very happy time that feels magical but is actually our natural state.



Shutter:
A mechanical device of a camera that controls the duration of a photographic exposure, as by opening and closing to allow light coming through the lens to expose a plate or film.


Lens:
A ground or molded piece of glass, plastic, or other transparent material with opposite surfaces either or both of which are curved, by means of which light rays are refracted so that they converge or diverge to form an image.

A combination of two or more such pieces, sometimes with other optical devices such as prisms, used to form an image for viewing or photographing. Also called compound lens.

A device that causes radiation other than light to converge or diverge by an action analogous to that of an optical lens.

A transparent, biconvex body of the eye between the iris and the vitreous humor that focuses light rays entering through the pupil to form an image on the retina.

How the Universe Works

Watching How the Universe Works I saw that the universe is made of two components: matter and anti-matter. Matter is positive and anti-matter negative (did I remember that correctly?). According to scientists there is a battle between these two forces and because there was more parts to matter than anti-matter we have a universe with material objects. I don’t buy it. I question the me vs. you and the us vs. them lens that science sees through and thus, I question what they see through that lens. I see through another lens and would suggest that these two opposites are not in battle but in a constant interplay of love-making that produces diverse aspects and forms of creation. Some human filter and lens is blocked and limited from seeing the whole and holiness of creator and creation. Why are humans creating dark dramas when the light of joy is our core soul and solar birthright?

There was a man sitting behind me at Dr Emoto’s talk who asked about the techniques a person could use to heal. The answer was obvious to me so after the session I approached him and said: The techniques include smiling and laughting. How much more simple does it get? Humans are soooo serious. Why not lighten up? One knows what one expresses. Shine your light and know light; express love and know love. This shining and knowing is omnipresent and one doesn’t have to be perfect emotionally to experience this state of being nor have fame and outer riches. Light is a focal point of identity. Light (invisible force) and I are one. Love (visible expression) and I are one. I am matter and anti-matter dancing my way through the cosmos. And I don’t dance alone. There are star crystals shining all around.

Circle of Life Crystals

As I was driving away from Dr. Emoto's talk at the Lummi Academy it hit me in a split second and I spoke it to my three young passengers:

Circle of Life maps are crystals! Beyond the surface images and words of one's story is Light. So I can add this dimension to my class and encourage students to see that divine aspect of their lives and themselves.

Beyond one's life map of external identity and activity is a shining crystal. We not only heal water -- we heal ourselves -- our human body of water.

Photonic Relationship

That heart to heart conversation with a male shifted something in me and moved me to a place of unconditional love. This seems to be a center point of balance where I am calm emotionally, mentally and physically. Outer circumstances don’t matter….what does matter is loving expression without concern for results. When I was talking with him on the phone an angle came through NW to SE or SE to NW. For some reason it’s difficult to differentiate the two. Perhaps I need to learn to be more grounded as this new language comes in.

Last night I noticed my body language as I put up my hand in goodbye to him. The line had a tilt SW and NE. Ah, I’m getting that it’s one line whether its SW/NE or NE/SW. Interesting! Is that because it’s non linear? I guess my body is defining relationship with this man. Is this a new dance of patterns and shapes with lines, angles and arcs…a new dance of mathematics? The image that comes through is from Ancient Aliens and architecture with blocks of granite that fit together with precision. Perhaps my body is defining how we fit together...energetically. Yet “energetically” isn’t quite correct. The correct word has to do with the language of Light and Matter.

This is a magical and powerful connection between a man and a woman. Again, it’s quite mathematical….whatever that means. Oh, I do have a sense of what that means and intended to write about it:

1 + 1 = 2 in a linear, flat, one dimensional world
1 + 1 = 3 in a non-linear world, round and multi-dimensional world

The difference is Light that lifts and rounds out exponentially.

We live in a world that is dominantly masculine. One example is our “phallic” skyscrapers, weapons and space craft. Space craft from other realms are round. As light rays increase in earth matter our ways of expressing will change. Our culture will change….and is already in process.

There are predators in space who listen and watch for signals and beams to ride for their own benefit. They steal what isn’t for them. It’s wise to be careful when extending energy into space. That’s why I value eye to eye and voice to voice contact in this physical dimension. It’s the place where love can blossom in a good way. This Earth is a dimension of reality.

As I was brushing my teeth the word “photons” came through. So, is this male and female exchange one of photon dynamics…a photon connection and relationship?



From Wikipedia

This article is about the elementary particle of light.

Photon

Photons emitted in a coherent beam from a laser
Composition: Elementary particle
Statistical behavior: Boson
Group: Gauge boson
Interaction: Electromagnetic
Symbol(s): γ, hν, or ħω
Theorized: Albert Einstein
Mass: 0
<1×10−18 eV[1]
Mean lifetime: Stable[1]
Electric charge: 0
<1×10−35 e[1]
Spin: 1

In physics, a photon is an elementary particle, the quantum of the electromagnetic interaction and the basic "unit" of light and all other forms of electromagnetic radiation. It is also the force carrier for the electromagnetic force. The effects of this force are easily observable at both the microscopic and macroscopic level, because the photon has no rest mass; this allows for interactions at long distances. Like all elementary particles, photons are governed by quantum mechanics and will exhibit wave-particle duality – they exhibit properties of both waves and particles. For example, a single photon may be refracted by a lens or exhibit wave interference with itself, but also act as a particle giving a definite result when quantitative momentum is measured.

The modern concept of the photon was developed gradually by Albert Einstein to explain experimental observations that did not fit the classical wave model of light. In particular, the photon model accounted for the frequency dependence of light's energy, and explained the ability of matter and radiation to be in thermal equilibrium. It also accounted for anomalous observations, including the properties of black body radiation, that other physicists, most notably Max Planck, had sought to explain using semiclassical models, in which light is still described by Maxwell's equations, but the material objects that emit and absorb light are quantized. Although these semiclassical models contributed to the development of quantum mechanics, further experiments proved Einstein's hypothesis that light itself is quantized; the quanta of light are photons.

In the modern Standard Model of particle physics, photons are described as a necessary consequence of physical laws having a certain symmetry at every point in spacetime. The intrinsic properties of photons, such as charge, mass and spin, are determined by the properties of this gauge symmetry.

The photon concept has led to momentous advances in experimental and theoretical physics, such as lasers, Bose–Einstein condensation, quantum field theory, and the probabilistic interpretation of quantum mechanics. It has been applied to photochemistry, high-resolution microscopy, and measurements of molecular distances. Recently, photons have been studied as elements of quantum computers and for sophisticated applications in optical communication such as quantum cryptography.

Full Circle ~ A Closing and Opening

Life moves full circle through seasons of time. 22 years ago I worked at a Peace and Justice organization and met a native man who was a carver and peace activist. I felt a connection with him and asked him to write down his contact information. A couple of weeks ago I found his note in my file on community. His name is Jewel James. Yesterday I saw and spoke with him again. This time I also met his lovely wife, son and his Lummi community as the Frog totem pole was unveiled in honor of the high school students; as Salish Sea water was blessed by Dr. Emoto through prayers of apology, forgiveness, thankfulness, and love; as Dana sang the powerful song “Drop of Water”; and as the community of varied ages and cultures poured water, prayed into it and drank all together.

I asked Dr. Emoto to sign my book “To Turtle Island.” People ask me why. It’s because I acknowledge and honor the whole. Dr. Emoto is now the fourth person who has signed on to Turtle Island. The three others are Deepak Chopra, Carolyn Myss, and Michael Beckwith. Inch by inch, degree by degree we move with her into a new mathematical equation.

A circle of time closes and a new one opens. I met people and gathered business card after business card to teach Circle of Life mapping. I spoke with Elder Jack Cagey about teaching another Elder class and showing my book. Jack and his wife had a major role at this event. I am grateful to be connected past and present.

Virgin Birth

Inspiration feels like pregnancy as I fill up with fire and enthusiasm about this or that. I then outreach (air) planting (earth) seed ideas with people. The seeds get watered (water) or not and sprout and bloom or not.

Yesterday a ray of light hit me and opened up a space of inspiration. This ray held both inspiration and information. Is this not a coordinate of two opposites? One ray with two polarities?

I'm embracing this light ray dynamic as "virgin birth." Something that has to do with the four directions/forces and in which the physical realm is one part of this whole living process.

Cosmic Hiercharchy

I was watching Ancient Aliens (I think the History Channel but I'm a bit spacey/light headed) and saw images of "extraterrestials" carved in stone found all around the world. They showed some carved ancient aerodynamic planes that were small and in gold. On one plane were spiral designs. I have been working with my illustrator and have had to ask her a couple of times to keep the spirals in the designs. Spiral has significance in my book....and now I see it is significant in the cosmos as well. How fun to learn more about this "cosmic hiercharchy."

Engagement

I am now putting more focused energy into my own project and it feels damn good! Hah...there's a swear word for someone who doesn't usually swear. Never say never. I got two bookings today: Circle of Life class at the Chehalis Tribe Elder Program. I think my book should be in their casino gift shop and will work on that. The other booking is for East West Books this summer. This is fun! I feel so ready to engage with this world.

Relationship

I experienced a spiritually intimate talk with a man the other night. He’s not just any man – he’s very special in many ways. Spiritually intimate talk has to do with core issues and feelings that revolve around those issues. It was such a remarkable experience to volley meaningful spoken words back and forth with a man. He is caring and sensitive and…receptive. This experience created a shift and breakthrough that is mathematical in proportion with lines, angles, and arcs. All parts of the whole were touched and moved creating more balance.

I'm giving birth to triplets: Circle of Life ~ Mapping One's Story activity book; Turtle's Circle of Life story and Circle of Life class. I'm gearing up to promote all three via radio talk shows, talks, classes, workshops. Amazing how a physical "product" can be a tool for one's expression in the world.

I read that in printing serif fonts are used for body text and sans-serif for titles. My eyes prefer the opposite of this standard. I cannot “digest” a lot of text with serif fonts. I'm also noticing how it's a challenge to do bookkeeping for the Grange. I actually get a headache fitting all the numbers into little compartments. This detail work requires focus of brain that I am not used to. It is another learning curve and yet once I get through the stress and discomfort I enjoy the outcome! I like the order of math and how the numbers balance. Perhaps if I grew up making baskets or knitting I would not have this challenge. Interesting how math relates to balance.

Manipulators use people to gain something for themselves. They do this through lies, deception and secrets. However, secrets have a life and breath of their own creating ripples and waves underground. In time nothing is left uncovered. I have two manipulators in my life. I’ve learned how to deal with one as he’s been around for many years. The other one is newer to me and I have to learn how to relate to her…or not.

Rotational Equilibrium

Say what??? How does one wrap right-brain around left-brain language?

Isn't rotational equilibrium similar to combustion -- something dynamic? Is not "balance" dynamic???

Rotational equilibrium also applies to sound and color spectrums....




􀂋 What is Rotational Equilibrium?
When an object is in equilibrium, there is no net tendency for it to move or change. When no net force is acting to make an object move in a straight line, the object is said to be in "translational equilibrium." When no net force is acting to make an object turn (torque), the object is considered to be in "rotational equilibrium." An object in equilibrium at rest is said to be in static equilibrium. A state of equilibrium does not mean that no forces act on the body though -- it means that the forces are balanced.

􀂋 Other Terms
Force: A force is a physical influence that produces a change in a physical state. Force equals mass times acceleration. A force can also be defined as a push or a pull.

Torque: A force that tends to produce rotation. Torque equals force times the distance from the force to the center of rotation.

Translational Equilibrium: Translational Equilibrium implies that the sum of all external forces applied to an object is zero.

Equilibrium: An object in equilibrium has no resultant force acting on it. For an object to be in a state of equilibrium it must be both in a state of translational equilibrium and in a state of rotational equilibrium where the sum of all of the torques equals zero.

Static Equilibrium: Static equilibrium exists when the forces on all components of a
system are balanced.

Vectors: A vector is a quantity that has two aspects. It has a size, or magnitude, and a direction. Vectors are usually drawn as arrows. Both force and torque are vector quantities.

Free Body Diagrams: A free body diagram is a tool to calculate the net force on an
object. It is a drawing that shows all the forces acting on an object.

Simultaneous Equations: Simultaneous equations are a set of equations that contain
the same variables. Each solution to the set of equations must simultaneously be a
solution to every equation in the set.

Teeter-Totter Connection

Relationship with male energy is showing me that I am on a line with an opposite point and relationship is one angle that moves like a teeter-totter. The one line rotates creating angles. This sensing/seeing is sweet and subtle and was born in consciousness through language. All relationships must create lines in space.

Tantra Ascension and Descension

That third "point" in space is Tantric.

Tantra is the yoga (earth expression) of kundalini.

Earth holds space for kundalini through Tantra yoga (earth expression).

I am grateful for this gift of awareness that is born through lines of force descending from deep outer Tantric space and deep inner Tantric space.

Sweet relationship within relationship within relationship. Angles and parts colliding and exploding, exploding and colliding through order and balance of sweet relationship.

We Are Family

Coffee and conversation with oldest daughter. I always appreciate time with her. Talk looped back around to the same old issue of my choices when she was 5. We exchanged intense words...from different angles. I noticed that my ground did not hold the same old emotion of shame and guilt. As we parted I wondered if her ground had changed also. Nothing happens in a vacuum. Could it be that old tapes and old stories may be told/repeated through empty words? As if there is no steam but the form keeps chugging along. At some point that form will change altogether...it's an alchemical process.

I walked into their house after 5.5 month absence. He and I looked at each other eye to eye and he said, "So, you want things to be the way they were?" I said, "No." "You want things to be better?" "Yes, if possible," was my response. Happiness is playing kick-ball with my g-son and walking around the block talking with my g-daughter and taking both of them to the YMCA for Taekwondo. I learned a lot from this experience. I do not live/breathe in a vacuum. I am grateful for healing through open hearts...my own that was able to be humble through this drama and apologize and for their hearts that held space for transition. Amazing power of words and actions...and the consequent management of those effects in this world.

How to Tame One's Dragon Body

How does spirit ground in earth? Through elements of water, air, earth and fire. As spirit increases in watts/amps through human expression earth has to adjust and make room.

Spirit expands and there's new water that I don't know how to swim; new ground that I don't know how to walk; new air that I don't know how to sit with; and new fire that I don't know how to breathe. It's about internal balance that manifests outwardly through nerves and muscles. It's an ongoing process of maturation.

I'm reminded of an energy field. Lines of force are in constant motion and when they hit earth what happens? That depends on the quality of earth. If spirit and matter can connect and spiral a higher force penetrates matter and moves all things forward. Such is kundalini design. Such is ley line.

When two people have a spiritual connection on earth a third point is present creating synergy. This unified force field goes beyond personal ego and relationship. It's good to identify higher force that is "in-between" all heart to heart relationships. It's good to be aware of this maturation in process.

In Service

Cecile, Chair of the Duwamish Tribe, commented about the leaves at the front door and that a wedding was scheduled. I told her I would sweep after the Singing Feet session. As I was sweeping it hit me...like a wind current blowing through: "I am in service!" This is why I'm volunteering my time doing chores here and there. Is this the role of an elder or one who is retired? It seems to be what I enjoy doing these days. There are boundaries however. A woman said that she wanted me to help her with "publicity" and I said "no." I want to work on her farm doing chores. My body wants more physical work. Shoveling gravel is great for the upper body...better than the gym. I'm choosing the chores/service that I do...there are plenty to choose from.

Amazing gift of honest communication from a friend. The consequence is a closer bond personally and professionally. This is how the river of life flows...heart to heart, voice to voice, eye to eye.

Light Shine

Jamie Oliver's Food Revolution is a great show...except for his potty mouth. My son says it makes for good media. Another tells me that there is a spectrum of behavior...I guess that means language too. Common sense says that if Jamie is promoting healthy food going into the mouth he should also exemplify healthy words coming out of the mouth. Especially if he's working with kids. I guess it would be a bland world if we all sounded and acted alike....however....why not raise the standard and have that spectrum on a new level of creativity and vitality?

It was fun to look at my daughter the other night at the concert and exchange "light shine" eye to eye. It was a split second exchange but it was present! I hadn't seen her for 5 months...the longest time ever. I noticed another man emitting "light shine" as well. Love it!! That term means that one's eyes are wide open and shining full circle...pure and bright.

When I took the young woman whom I had taken under my wing home from the doc she told me, "Thanks for the wake up call." I heard that the next day she had gone shopping with her mom for clothes. That was a miracle as she had closed out her mom, was not interested in bathing or getting new clothes for school. Seeing the doc was a good move! I hope she continues to open up and is successful.

And Saturday another woman came through my door as her car had died on the property. We talked and she wants to take my Circle of Life class to assist with her healing path. This seems to be a new phase of service in my life. And my sister-in-law asked if I would consider giving the opening talk at a Volunteers Administrators Network conference...something I used to help organize. I was so surprised! I said that my talks tend to be motivational...and she looked at me as if: well, yes, of course. I'm not used to this kind of response.

The grants to tribes seem to have hit a wall with "busy staff." So, I continue working with Native Elders telling their stories on the radio program.

As many people turn to gardening in cities and suburbs I wonder if there is a knowing under the surface that some shift is happening and this will be a necessity sooner or later. I'm ready for a shift...I think my brain-body already has.

Resist Not

After all these years she's still unhappy and shut down...in spite of all the education and degrees. She is unable to receive, digest/circulate and return an expression of joy. It's like a circular space that is dark where light is meant to shine. The relationship is limited, maybe void. Why is it so difficult to open one's heart and shine? It's a family dynamic that may never shift. I let go.

I intevened...again. I took a distraught young woman under my wing and then to a doctor. She's sweet and gentle as well as poisoned and aggressive. Is her condition a "dark night of the soul" or a mental/emotional breakdown? I don't have an answer and thought the naturopath/mental health/spiritually oriented doc would. It got to be draining so I have now let her go. I steppped in and I stepped out. She and I talked about Light, Angels, dark and light forces and choice. I let go and trust.

There are consequences to interventions/intercessions.

Evil comes in many shapes, sizes and with many masks. Once those masks are stripped away a sparkling gem is uncovered. Resist not for Light is omnipotent; omnipresent.