Tuesday Dream

A bird flies in left to right and rounds out with bright gold, orange, red markings. It has North and South extensions like claws. These claws were three pronged much like the Goddess necklace I wore to SnychroDestiny and like one part of the sacred geometry image.

With the bird is a tall younger woman dressed in jeans. I have an impression that we took each others’ hands much like a hand shake. I ask if she does healing. Emotion wells up in me and tears start to flow. I wake up with a tear running down my face.

There is so much pain in this world. I see it and hear it in different circumstances in my life: in circles of family, friends and community. And I see it and hear it on TV: men using rape as a weapon of war, torture, greed, hatred. All based in disrespect of others rooted in disrespect for oneself.

Humans have forgotten their identity in Light and become lost in Darkness.

When will the human species re-member and evolve? What will it take?

Beyond the Veil

Something is new since returning from Sedona. I feel/sense an overarching presence of contentment and joy. I feel this energy beaming in my house and at the farm. I think it has to do with green plant life at both places; especially the tall trees that smell so good at the farm! I notice that I feel more connected to green life than I do people or animals. I’m also aware that I took one picture of people at Sedona’s SnychroDestiny and many of nature.

I’m reminded of a story I read about Goddess and the “invisible” ones who lived underground. When they surfaced they were exploited and abused by another species. After that they worked to stay invisible – beyond the veil. I feel the need to be invisible to some degree.

His energy field felt “greasy" and dark. It was actually tangible with the strangest sensation. It did change after that first day. It makes me wonder what my energy field feels like to other people – and to green plants and trees.

White Pegasus

Drumming meditation:

White Pegasus appears closer with wings in full extension East West. I look at him listening. His eyes come into focus intense with yellow rays beaming. I return the gaze with my own eye intensity of yellow rays. Time for focused action through earth on Earth.

I’m noticing how attuned I feel with plants and trees and less with people. Watching trees sway in the breeze and open air makes me wonder if Mother Earth will trade people in for plant life -- greenery at peace without ego or dysfunctional brain. Or maybe earthlings will turn green. What would that mean? An opening of heart chakra? A new pathway in brain body/heart body? I’m not attached to the outcome. I know the loving universe is in process via Divine Law.

Higher Chakra Consciousness

Higher chakras are awakening in the body of humankind. How do I know? I am experiencing them.


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Advanced Spiritual Chakra System

Chakra 12 - Connection to the Monadic level of divinity, advanced spiritual skills, ascension, connection to the cosmos and beyond

Chakra 11 - Pathwork to the Soul, the individual's ability to acquire advanced spiritual skills (travel beyond the limits of time and space, teleportation, bi-location, instantaneous precipitation of thoughts, telekinesis in some cases)

Chakra 10 - divine creativity, synchronicity of life; the merging of the masculine and feminine within, unlocking of skills contained in the ninth chakra

Chakra 9 - soul blueprint (the individual's total skills and abilities learned in all the life times)

Chakra 8 - energy center of divine love, of spiritual compassion and spiritual selflessness, your karmic residue, activates spiritual skills contained in the seventh chakra,

Chakra 7 - (crown chakra) Traditionally your connection to the divine (Atmic level of divinity), contains programs to be used by 8th chakra including the release of basic psychic skills (telepathy, seeing aura, lucid dreaming, out of body travel, healing)


Besides the normal Chakra Energy System there exists an extended chakra system, which is just now coming into humanity's awareness. This energy system is latent in most people; however, as more people advance spiritually, this extended energy system begins to kick in. This extended system is the next step in the spiritual evolution of the planet. Once, a long time ago, the Great Masters were of the few to access and use this powerful energy system. Now, the time has come for others to become aware of this system and reap the rewards of using it in your daily and spiritual lives.

The present understanding of the chakra system gives you seven plus one (foot to crown). As you will recall in our last chapter, the extra chakra (chakra zero) is your Earth- grounding center, and it is located between the balls of your feet. Now, above the crown chakra are four more, numbered eight to twelve. The main purpose of these extended chakras is to enable the individual to tune into his or her inner god-self, the divine Will, and even the galactic community that surrounds and supports the earth in its evolution.

The first chakra group (zero to seven) are meant to help you with your development in regards to the Earth; they help you to become one with the planet. Then, the next five (eight to twelve) help you to become one with the universe. Your awareness is slowly being moved away from your center (your own self) and being moved outward to encompass the larger framework of other peoples, realities, and divinity itself. In this way, you become more than you were before and more perfect too. As you stop focusing on yourself and begin to focus on these larger energies, you move out of your small world and step into a new universe where almost anything is possible. From a reality creating standpoint this movement in possibilities is very, very powerful.

One of the things that the extended chakra system aids in is the breaking down of the self within the confines of time and space. To move outward into other dimensions and realities is to come face to face with the idea that the physical Earth is just one place of many that you inhabit; that in the more vast regions of the Universe, you have existences that are just as rooted as is your present Earthbound cohabitation. There are things that you do in these other realities, just like you do here on Earth, and these things are just as significant as your physical lives. Furthermore, when you begin to glimpse these other realities and see what is happening, a new picture of what is developing begins to take shape. You realize that all your existences are like individual musical instruments in a great orchestra that you are directing and creating. You see yourself as a being that transcends time and the physical body.

Whole Body Engagement

Been thinking about teaching meditation to my grandkids and maybe their parents and a woman in Transition expressed interest. However, I'm not very keen about dissecting sacred space and teaching in a linear fashion. I'm open...that could change.

I do want to do a Bee Resilient project in this valley and know what it could look like. I called Dave with Crown Bees and he is interested in partnering. It would be a research project engaging my neighbors and giving TW visibility. Orchard Mason Bees are native pollinators. I learned that 30% of bees live in hives, 40% in the ground and 30% in cavities. Mason bees are non-stinging with nothing to defend. There are 150 species. I was able to digest his information easily which was a positive sign. We will meet to create a proposal for the group. I want a hands-on project more than I want to teach meditation. It's a whole body activity.

Balance

At an SVA meeting we sat around a large living room table and watched Ted Talks, ate food and chatted. This was the best meeting format allowing us to get to know each other. I was able to weave Heart and Soul thread thoughts with the overarching conversation. I felt a lot of love for the people around me here in my community.

Transition Woodinville is in a still space. Only two people attended the Orientation while I was out of town. We need to shift gears and not expect others to come to us. It's time to reach out and connect, network, partner.

No one has stepped up to take the Bee Resilient project ideas forward so I am doing that by contacting local beekeepers to get their ideas and hopefully buy-in for collaboration. Transition is about creating partners which I love to do...it's a win/win.

I also woke up to the idea about speaking at the next city council meeting inviting City of Woodinville employees to watch The Economics of Happiness. And here I thought I would never speak at city councile again...such is the way of the creative cycle that is constantly turning in e-motion. Maybe I'll contact the Chamber President to see if they want to support this. Looks like my male energy has returned and yet I need to keep that in check. Stillness has highest priority....guess that translates as balance!

Forces of Nature

Meditation:
Star shines
I drink from North, South, East, West

Drumming:
I fly with white winged one Pegasus
Holy sound of winging motion
We fly under tornadoes
We acknowledge all forces of Nature
No intentions
No fear
We simply acknowledge

Sun Systems

At the talk and meditations with the CEO of Parallel Universe was a chart of the planets. Their line up reminded me of the chakras. I commented that my chakra system and I am not separate from the Solar System. So when Yogi and I beam light toward Earth and beyond it is the same as beaming light toward my chakra system. Micro and macro.

Settling in Natural Order

I bow before Yogi on green emerald slab; He is not on a throne but inside an orb. I ask questions. Light beam emerges. I turn with my back toward him and together we project light beam toward earth and beyond.

I now have two significant orbs in my life one above in Spirit and the other here on Earth. I will call the one here on Earth Orb Man.

One afternoon at SynchroDestiny wispy clouds of emotion filtered in connecting my heart body with Orb Man. It was a feeling of sweet connection through distance and with it was the desire to be closer in physical form. I wondered at this. Is this about fusion? No, it’s about “resonance” is the answer received.

Orb Man comes into focus creating specific feelings in my heart body. He feels fatherly. I asked myself, “Do I feel protected, safe, loved?” The feelings lingered. This morning in meditation I chanted my primordial mantra out loud three times. As soon as I was quiet and receptive the answer filtered in ever so gently and easily: “He was your father in another life time.” This information eases the questions and a settling takes place. This is profoundly emotional at a Soul level which is different than emotional or mental level. Is it “sacred?” No, it’s “natural order”. Okay.

The grounded nature of this causal realm is amazing! I learn more about "causal" from The Chopra Center Cookbook which I purchased and which will support my intentions.

I am grounded nonlocally and I am grounded locally -- both aspects evolving in creative process.

In Love

New experience of Love vibration:

Bubble/orb like in soft, sweet bouyancy.

Gentle connection orb to orb.

Holding this vibration is gateway to other vibrations.

Earth holds charge deep within matter like a dark hole at the center of galaxy.

Alignment allows release of this charge freeing up creative forces.

Alignment includes earthy senses of touch, sound, taste, sight, smell relating to matter.

Humans have a part to play in the enlightenment of the Cosmos.

Sacred orbs collapse into One.

Gaia Myth

Friday morning meditation:

I focus on my primordial sound mantra and shift upward to roof top. I bow once again at feet of yogi. He calls me "child of the universe." I ask his name and wrote it down later. I ask why I see things differently and he says it's my emotional nature. I bow at yogi's feet in goodbye. He says, "Go, my child, spread joy." I received the image and words of: I am in the Universe; the Universe is in me. I have a new symbol to paint on my drum.

Wah! entertained and showed a picture on screen of sacred geometry. It reminded me of celtic knots and it was clear to me that it is extraterrestial code/language.

I notice in meditation that my head wants to tilt upward ... it feels like the cobra pose in yoga.

Powerful afternoon session with Deepak and gods/goddesses and archetypes. Energy was pouring in and through my brain. What do I do with all this energy? I felt very emotional as I walked to my room to sleep for two hours. My brain needed a rest!

My archetype is Gaia. I love this Being so very much. It's a love affair like no other. Energy threads flowed from Earth to each planet in this solar system and back creating circuitry connection.

Roof Top Yogi

Landing in Phoenix I noticed a "Sleeping Man" on the horizon much like "Sleeping Lady" in Leavenworth. He wears a headdress at the top of his head. Driving Hi 17 to Sedona I saw another man's face looking upward to sky. Faces in red rock holding space. I'm so glad I'm childlike with an active imagination that sees faces in rocks.

The first morning here in Sedona I started to meditate in my room. I was told from within to drum. Okay. Drumming I was told from within to wear my gifted necklaces. Okay, I put them on. Then I meditated. I am shy about wearing "medicine" -- it felt like a day of "coming out" and I actually did say to someone that I am a Shaman. I find it awkward to name this Life Energy that moves through me.

I received my primordial sound mantra and meditated. I discovered a still "roof" at the top of my head. When my mind wandered it was below this roof. A yogi appeared on this roof. Okay.

Sedona Bliss and Upheaval

Sedona workshop with Chopra Center's Synchrodestiny:

As I stepped out of my car at the airport parking lot I heard John Denver singing loud and clear from overhead speakers: "You fill up my senses." At the airport I see one of Mary Lou Slaughter's baskets on display. (I brought a basket I had made years ago with me. This time place is about synchronistic weaving of tapestry.) Getting ready to board the plane I look up and full moon is shining down from window. Friends with me Sedona bound.

It's winter here and I brought summer clothing -- some blue sky today. We huddle in blankets from our rooms.

I had a hellish experience yesterday that I shared with David Ji. I will not talk about it here to empower those forces.

Primordial sound meditation is powerful taking me higher into deeper bliss. Now I need the tools to ground my body and to protect myself from invasive forces that feel like spells and curses. I received the sound vibration that was moving at the time of my birth. Did I come in with these shadows? Something intense shifts in me and I feel more focused in doing this healing work. I will be doing more meditation in my daily life -- an intention set -- to assist with this clearing of dark entities.

I heard once again that this is all an illusion. I'd like some clarification as to what "this" is? Ego reality yes. But matter and Earth is not an illusion. I feel like a warrior about that today. I stand my ground from a mountain top saying Earth is Sacred and very real. My personal Earth is sacred and real. Mother Earth is sacred and real. Now let's move forward in healing the systems that support life by clearing out the negative forces.

Cosmic Intelligence

Radiation – Attraction – Response – Union – Unified Radiation is a process I learned years ago with Emissaries of Divine Light. I have watched it play out cycle after cycle in my evolving personal life.

Radiation – Attraction – Response – Union – Unified Radiation has outcomes of form, structure and design in this realm of Earth. Energy pressing into matter does not lie but is an honest manifestation of Universal Law. Where there is darkness, disharmony and disease there is stagnation. Where there is lightness, harmony and ease there is energy in motion of e-motion.

Our vision and action as enlightened human beings is to find increasing alignment in Light that includes our shadow sides by shining through them revealing Truth of Love.
Light of Love gives us space to make adjustments in our lives.

Drumming in circle at Soul Food Books was fun. I saw that a class with Sandra Rodman (CEO Parallel Universe, Right Brain Aerobics) followed regarding Opening Cosmic Vision and Integrating a New Reality with New Intelligence. I was drawn and found myself in a class with people who see UFOs and extraterrestrials in this realm, dreams, visions and meditation. We watched some clips from exopolitical.org one with the Defense Minister of Canada speaking openly about UFO activity. I heard about the ancient crystal skull, orbs who respond to childlike joy, and a ranch in Southwest Washington near Mt Adams. I had seen a TV program about this ranch that welcomes UFOs and it’s been on my “to visit” list for a couple of years.

We did a cosmic meditation as Sandra worked a singing bowl. Her energy is a bit scattered and I had to concentrate on staying centered. It required patience. The bowl sound was very chaotic but my logic kicked in acknowledging that UFO contact would probably be different than the sights and sounds I and we are accustomed to. So, I embraced the experience.

We meditated on the Sun, Moon and Jupiter. Drumming helps me journey…meditation not usually. I did see an image as I focused on Sun. It was an upside down U with a couple of dark open spaces like windows. I focused on it and was reminded me of the cliff dwellings of the Anasazi people I had seen in Arizona years ago. It also reminded me of a part of a spaceship. How are the Anasazi associated with Sun and extraterrestials?

I met people from the UFO group in Seattle (the leader’s email begins with “dragon” and we hugged on that!) and I’m wondering how to include this into my Heart and Soul group of Transition Woodinville. How can metaphysics fit? There are devout Christians at the Grange and in TW and I’m not sure how open they are about this other way of seeing in the world.

Back around full circle to metaphysics where my spiritual journey began...even before Unity Church.

Sara's Blog

Sara from Soul Food Books asked to do an interview with me for her blog at Redmond Patch.com. This is the fruit of that labor:

In looking at Trish Knox, and the unassuming way she holds herself, you might not see the deep waters of courage and willingness to dive into a cause she believes in. An author, activist, mystic and deep ecologist Trish brings to the table the heart of change.

'It is about the call of the sacred soil’ Trish explained her calling in life to me one afternoon. “Right now I have two circle gardens, one at home and one I manage for the Sammamish Valley Grange called the Heritage Garden that is along the Sammamish River Trail … If you look at the garden it is like a huge medicine wheel much like you would find in the native tradition.” Trish welcomes volunteers at the garden to plant crops and grain as well as the old stand by for any lover of soil: to weed.

This way of seeing a world within the world is nothing new for Trish. Raised in Puyallup and deeply influenced by the indigenous peoples, her passion has become what many consider deep ecology. Her fundamental belief of the interdependence of all living beings has propelled her into the world of social activism and community building. The latest incarnation of her life’s work has been to develop Community Threads, a non-profit based out of Woodinville, dedicated to weaving the “expression, education and celebration of community through classes, events and concerts that promote peace within oneself, in the world and with Nature”.

With the mission of education, art and love of nature and the Sacred Feminine Trish began to write her book ‘Circle of Life- Mapping One’s Story’. Using the principles of deep ecology and native wisdom, the mandala of one’s life is explored through the four directions and storytelling. From her experiences with writing her book she was presented an opportunity to expand Circle of Life into a Radio program (in conjunction with Story Tellers Campfire) that chronicled the stories and lives of many native elders in the Pacific Northwest.

Trish recently discovered the Transition Movement, founded by Rob Hopkins and based on the principles of permaculture. With determination and a spark, Trish gathered the information and structure to successfully create a sustainable group and formed Transition Woodinville. Transition Woodinville is a small but mighty group so far, with monthly gatherings centered on education, reskilling classes, movies with meaning, a Bee Resilient campaign and community building.

After our conversation what struck me most about Trish wasn’t her list of achievements or her courage in questioning the status quo, but her belief in people and our ability to change our world if we just choose to believe we can.
You can find Trish at the Heritage Garden, Transition Woodinville Events or with her feet in the sacred soil.

www.transitionwoodinville.ning.com

One Light ~ Many Fractals Expressing = Fulfillment

I’ve been seeing a line of Light moving North to South and spreading out creating East and West lines that create 360 degree circles. There has to be some sort of contact in order for the energy lines to shift direction. This spreading out expression reminds me of the golden fractal I drew on Easter.

Light needs a receptor in order to attract, engage and radiate. Chakras, atoms, cells, glands, organs, planets are receptors. Light expresses through these parts as circles, spirals and thus crystal formations. This convergence of Light at Galactic Center is where Planet Earth finds herself in 2012.

When I drum I see the line moving down to earth and spreading out as ley lines. Drumming helps move the energy through. Always sacred. Today I attend a drumming circle.

Light presses into matter creating communion. I’ve been working on this at a personal level and now at a community level through Transition Woodinville contacts/friendships. It’s been a process of Light that I Am pressing into my patterns of expression that are held unconscious, subconscious and conscious. And it’s also a process of my light pressing into those people around me. I am happy that Transition relationships are solidifying and expanding.

In this female body I am aware that it’s natural for my Light to want to press into a male body. This has the potential of lighting up all my circuitry and is the true definition of “turn on.” Convergence of Light is a “turn on” of circuits at the personal, community, planetary and cosmic level. Is this not the “spontaneous fulfillment of desire” in the parts and the whole?

Astral Intelligence

My green houseplants speak to me through green ethers. The cedar tree I parked next to also speaks through green ethers. We recognize and know each other via one etheric body.

Language and communication is mathematical reminding me of the golden ratio where two parts of a whole create a third part. 1 + 1 + 3. It’s triangular….a golden pyramid. Yesterday I blogged about the lack of crops at the large circle garden. This energy went out into the universe to encounter orbs of matter in space. This very action has an effect bouncing energy back allowing me to see more. This pattern happens in my individual/local brain as well as the non-local brain. Are the two one?

My conscious awareness expanded. I now see that my two circle gardens are animating different energies and expressions. One is North-like with sheet mulching that lets the soil rest and build. The focus is to clean up the circular lines and give it definition. It’s a holding space like Winter. The other garden is South-like as I nurture seeds close to the house so that the slugs and snails don’t gobble them up before they can sprout fully. Last year I had to plant several times. This year as soon as I saw the snow peas being chewed I dug them up and brought them back to the house where I can keep an eye on them. Protection of Spring so there is growth of Summer. Language and communication grounds energy and is essential to the evolution of one and all. Language and communication create grounded focus allowing the eye and I to see more.

Eye now reminds me (actually I see an Eye above the head of body) of something I wanted to say about Yogananda. Perhaps I’ve already said it. Yogananda comes through above the head, above the 7th chakra. It’s a level beyond my physical body. I’m also aware that this astral or etheric body is separate from my physical body and is what allows me to have mystical and shamanic experiences. Perhaps dreams, visions, encounters in other dimensions, holographic images and experiences, etc come through this astral body. It’s a level of my intelligence. Where do my angels reside? I know there are other levels as I learned them many years ago. Do these planes represent vibrational states of consciousness? How absurd that political “intelligence” revolves around terror and torture. This pattern must change. It is an insult to intelligence of our species!

I feel that I was too e-motional (fiery) at the Transition meeting last night. I think I may have overshadowed others in my joy and enthusiasm. It amazes me how people can be expressionless and so matter of fact (dry) without any colors (wet). And at the same time I wonder if I have too much color? It is my intention to create harmony and this lesson is ongoing. I was happy to hear others’ interest in reaching out and participating in movie nights with local Transition groups; initiating a Bee Resilient sign campaign; supporting an Antioch University permaculture project on 10 acres in our ag valley; creating a Barter and Trade group, etc. I like the action part of Transition work. I’m no longer energized about organizing and connecting the dots, the details. I think something has happened in my brain…I now have difficulty doing this kind of thinking and working at the computer. I’m so glad there is another woman in the group who is very good at this.

I was at the farm again yesterday and it felt like a healing had happened. Some layer of darkness had lifted. I felt it in the main house and in the rabbit barn that was cleaned out by one of the employees. Maybe it was the sunshine streaming in from above, maybe it was the work that three of us are doing there to help this couple restore their farm and business. One must see what is working rather than quit because one sees what is wrong. This focus on Positive Light takes one and all higher.

Her Grace

I am not as engaged in Transition Woodinville as I was. I don't want to organize or connect the dots. Perhaps I did my part to create an initial structure/skeleton. A few others are stepping up. I seem to be moving toward Heart and Soul activity and inviting people into this group. And yet it's not that pressing for me.

I continue to enjoy gardening and doing physical work. I'm building muscle after so many years sitting at a desk and communiting in a car. And I get to exercise outdoors rather than in a gym.

The farm has its challenges as I begin to wonder if I'm enabling a hoarder. And yet a mutual heart connection remains and I am able to work outside cleaning up the property.

Yesterday at the large circle garden I realized that I'm more interested in creating clean lines and open spaces than I am planting crops. It reminded me of Zen gardening and Japanese rock gardens. I simply love being in that open earth and sky space.

I am aware of Trickster hexes and spells to manipulate matter. I am also aware of pure Light deleting anything he imposes through self-centered will and mind over matter techniques. The design unfolds naturally in Her Grace.

Two Wires One Fire

I am reading Fractal Time by Gregg Braden and The Spontaneous Fulfillment of Desire by Deepak Chopra and am inspired as my wheels of emotion and thought turn like water wheels. I am grateful for these intellectual forces that inspire me to think so that I articulate how I see the world and how I am in the world. It’s not about right or wrong or me vs you but about a collective conversation where I can have a voice. It helps me know myself and how I fit into the whole.

On pages 86 and 87 of Fractal Time are images of a fern, a bolt of electricity and a magnified neuron. Gregg informs that these patterns are called self-similarity. The patterns in the book look similar to the image I saw and drew on Easter. These “golden fractals” as I want to call them, are repeating patterns in nature; parts of one whole. To me they are expressions of love. This is what love looks like in expression, in dynamic motion. Fractal E-motion.

Gregg talks about the Golden Ratio: “The golden ratio describes a special relationship of two parts of a whole.” If A and B create C then wouldn’t the math be 1 + 1 = 3? Is this not logical and does it not contain that quantum leap that may seem magical and mysterious but is basic in creative expression?

Gregg also talks about the Great Pyramid and the powerful number/code called phi. He states that the Great Pyramid was built with intention using this code. When I read this my impression was that the Great Pyramid could have been built without intention but through intuitive knowing that holds its own unique intention of the whole rather than the parts.

Then I picked up Deepak’s book and read on page 106: "The local “I” intends, and the nonlocal “I” organizes all the details synchronistically." This is exactly what I was thinking in relationship to the building of the Great Pyramid!

So, what’s the point here? For me it’s not one way or the other. It’s both ways. The local mind that identifies with the parts and the nonlocal mind that identifies with the whole must include each other or there is no complete picture. In my experience those who are educated and trained are not as resilient in heart or mind and have trouble including “soft” more "airy" concepts different from their own. Hard science just as hard politics get us nowhere. The very ground of our nature must soften and become pliable so new information (Light) can pour through. For me, I may be too soft and need some hardening/shaping which may be why I am drawn to Gregg and Deepak books right now.

The language generated in this blog has something to teach me about myself. Information is now Light whereas in my past it has been inspiration as Light. No doubt new fractals are wiring and firing/firing and wiring in my brain body.

Mother's Day

Went to Northwest Trek with family…a Mother’s Day gift! Driving to the park someone mentioned cancer and I responded that happiness is the best medicine as it keeps energy moving. At the park I took my sons’ arm and started skipping and singing Zip-a-dee-doo-dah from childhood. My kids looked embarrassed. I said being childlike is being happy. I know that my kids think I’m a bit different but they do respect me and hear me. Leaving the park two of them were skipping and singing along! Now that’s another gift!

My granddaughter can be challenging. She was in trouble a couple of times. On the way home I was sitting behind her and my hand wanted to be on top of her head stroking her forehead. I realized I was offering her an “attunement” which my kids grew up with. She seemed to soak it up and did not reject the connection. I mentioned that she needed a mantra to help her stay focused. They wanted to know what a mantra was. Before I left for home I had a talk with g-daughter and we created a mantra for her. She seemed very pleased. Another gift! Dark forces are pulling at our kids in every direction and they need guidelines/boundaries/tools to support the Light that they are.

I am grateful for the healing that has occurred in my family. Love is stronger than any hurt and heals wounds that separate. I do wish my kids were more alternative health and whole foods oriented. They would be so much healthier. It's amazing how our diets are so critical to our well being.

Convergence 2012

He expresses/practices unconditional love from a state of Being. He is plugged into higher universal consciousness and is thus wired intellectually via heart/mind. I value engaging in conversation with this man as it inspires my right brain spontaneity and left brain logic that takes more work/time.

I've been wanting a silver ring and walked into a jewelry department a couple days ago. I saw my white-gold ring! I thought it was to celebrate retirement and honor this transitional "choice point" in my life. The salesman and I talked about it being a Mother's Day gift to myself. In the middle of the night the gems spoke associating with vortexes that I will soon visit.

Earth's chakra gem system, white gold, blue topaz and peridot gems, vortex spirals create convergence.

Animal Magnetism

There's a man who came into my life recently who is a gift. He volunteers for me whenever I need his support. We danced together last night and it was so fun. There is no animal magnetism with him so it's easy to be friends. It also allows me the freedom to be a bit flirtatious without it being too sticky.

UNLEASHING was a great success however I would have liked a more spiritual tone. The rock and roll band and their guests weren't as interested in the mission of TW and I felt it drew from what could have been generated. However, everyone thought it was great fun. I simply need something more than fun. Fun with spiritual substance and tone.

Now, to focus Transition Woodinville after UNLEASHING and get us moving forward in a new cycle. I'd like to find a project we can unify around. Not sure what the others want to do. Time for a...meeting!

Beltane

No one knew it (that I know of) but we celebrated Beltane last night with Transition Woodinville UNLEASHING's concert and dance. The closest we got to the spirit of this fertility festival was Dana singing The Garden Song...well, maybe some of the sensual dancing also.

The Garden Song
sung by John Denver on The Muppet Show
also available on the album "Ol' Brown Ears is Back", Rowlf The Dog's album
written by David Mallett

Inch by inch, row by row
Gonna make this garden grow
All it takes is a rake and a hoe
And a piece of fertile ground
Inch by inch, row by row
Someone bless these seeds I sow
Someone warm them from below
'Til the rain comes tumbling down

Pulling weeds and pickin' stones
Man is made from dreams and bones
Feel the need to grow my own
'Cause the time is close at hand
Grain for grain, sun and rain
Find my way in nature's chain
To my body and my brain
To the music from the land

Inch by inch, row by row
Gonna make this garden grow
All it takes is a rake and a hoe
And a piece of fertile ground
Inch by inch, row by row
Someone bless these seeds I sow
Someone warm them from below
'Til the rain comes tumbling down

Plant your rows straight and long
Thicker than with pray'r and song
Mother Earth will make you strong
If you give her love and care
Old crow watchin' hungrily
From his perch in yonder tree
In my garden I'm as free
As that feathered thief up there

Inch by inch, row by row
Gonna make this garden grow
All it takes is a rake and a hoe
And a piece of fertile ground
Inch by inch, row by row
Someone bless the seeds I sow
Someone warm them from below
'Til the rain comes tumbling down

'Til the rain comes tumbling down